Ok-I had wanted to go to the MGM/Disney ceremony, but I couldn't leave till later that afternoon...while all that stuff was happening, I was getting my hair done and pouting the whole entire time...I had no idea that they had a Q&A planned or a photoshoot-which never happened....I missed everything.....I was NOT happy to still be in my hometown area..I instantly wished I was Sabrina the Teenage Witch so I could have just whizzed myself over to Orlando in 2 seconds...LOL

I got to the first night's show late-got there in time to hear Simon start OW...I was highly pissed, too..I thought I'd never make it in..my friend got lost on I-4...GGGRRRR!!!

The first show was great-didn't get to meet Nick...so I went over to my sister's place to crash and commiserate....If I only I knew what I'd be in for the next day.....LOL

I woke up early-almost missed the signing-thank God I made myself wake up...I don't usually wake up before 12-it's not like me...but-this is DD we're talkin' about!!!

Got there around 9:30AM...waited outside the Virgin...then we heard where the stand-by line was and I rushed over there...I waited all holy afternoon..I never thought I'd make it in there!!! It rained and drizzled-but I was still out there....

FINALLY-they had the first 50 of us go in...we cheered and screamed....OMG-it was my turn!!! I was so nervous..I barely remember anyone else BUT me moving up to Nick-who was in the middle of the table-I smiled said hi and he asked how I was-he signed my CD sleeve and I said thanks, beautiful!!! He grinned that adorable grin of his...*THUD*

I went to the HOB line immediately...waited forever...the show started a bit late...then I hung around for a bit-nothing...then I left...I later found out that they hung around the bar for a few minutes...DAMN!!! I shouldn't have left!!!

Well-here's what changed everything for me: My sister couldn't find her car up front-by the Virgin Megastore area...so she sat down to have a smoke...I saw 2 girls sitting across the street on the pavement area...but didn't think anything of it....

GASP!!! The guys came out-Nick first...I thought-it's now or never!! I calmly walked up to him and said hi to him and told him that he had my bracelet (I had 2-my clear one is in Wes's possession and the grayish black one is under Nick's arrest) - he said "I know sweetie- thank you"...I melted...that accent!!! I asked for a hug and he said yes-so I hugged him..and I kissed him on the cheek...Well-it was THERE, ya'll!!! And NO-there is no pic..I ran outta film during the show...I'm STILL kicking myself to this day, too...but-Cynthia and Lisa Barber saw me...:)

He smelled HEAVENLY...his skin is like milk...and it's so soft and smooth-like a baby's butt!!!

I told him to take care of himself and to have fun on the tour...I stepped backwards and he smiled...his eyes were jadeish...shining....He was just a vision ya'll!!!!

After that I turned and ran right smack into Simon..said hi and left.....

It all happened so fast...and I cried hard when I got home...I couldn't believe it happened...LOL...My sister can hardly believe she saw all of it-she's STILL asking me who it felt to be THAT close to him...I just smile really big and my min instantly wanders off to that moment....:) I am really looking forward to the next tour!!!!